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40th Day w/o you. When the pain is still there...
Sunday, March 14, 2010. 3:34 PM
Ermermerm.. Been 4days never update my blog uh. Tired & no time arh! LOLOL.Well... Friday went to LA's birthday chalet ( but it's belated one, her bday was on 5th march eh. LOLOL ) Hehaho. & I love the feeling of being drunkkkk! Seriously , i felt so great, as if there's no troubles in my head! &.. I'm sucha lousy drinker, just 8percent only & i toh liao -.- So sleep on fri & did nothing at chalet. Sat' morning wokeup at 6plus or 7 , X called me awhile to talk cuz he said when girls just wakeup the voice is veli sexy , SO I WAS LIKE OMG?! xD But he said there's no difference with my voice, & i was hahahaha==' Then washup & went to had my breakfast at Mac with Da kor biao ge biao sao LY & LA baobeis + Cherie niecey (LA's mei) ! :D After that went back chalet, forgot what we did. But played mj with LA LY & biaoge awhile, Then went to NTUC to buy bbq's foods! Bought Pure double chocolate at Starbucks or TheCoffeeBean? Forgets alr lar, cuz my HANDS are busying typing, that's why :) Then went back, had our sushi and off we go for swimming alil while! Ahem ahem * It's been long ever since i last swam. It's like...from p4 till now? Mygodly lar. LOL! Then.. Swim alr went back bathed (!) Relatives came one by one when we were swimming yea! Hehaho. & THE GREATEST BEST JOKE EVER, AFTER ME AND LY BATHED, WINKS ;)* Hahahas, a joke that is seriously i think that is embarrassing for me and her (!) xDDD & they started bbq & stuffs, then eat lor, went emo inside the room for dk how long when i'm tearing & listening to music & all of them were enjoying foods & funn downstair. Cuz someone sort of pissed me off, & he makes me think of my bloody ex WHO IS A BASTARD TO ME NOW. & I SERIOUSLY STILL HAS NOT CHANGE MY THINKING ABOUT GUYS NOW, THEY JUST MAKES ME FELT THAT, THEY ARE TRUELY BASTARDS. YEA, I'M SAYING B-A-S-T-A-R-D. GOT IT? THIS ONE ALSO LIKE THAT, THAT ONE ALSO LIKE THAT, OR RATHER ALL OF THEM ARE LIKE THE SAME. ==' After i cried, felt better & how i wish i was drunk again ==' Welll.. Then i had some foods downstairs after that. Then mostly what i did ystd is watched them poker & mj (?) & served them food , cuz they playing & hadn't eat much, esp. my LY baobei! Idk what's wrong with me this year, so not into gamblings eh ? Hahah , Thumbs up* :D Thesez few bloody days got headache, Cuz i have not been huhu since fri! I only had alil bit on fri! Then ystd till now still dont have, now idk what am i thinking nor am i clear with what i do! Damnitz. & i just finds it so frustrating, but i'm controlling. Ltr on, still gotta go for LA's band concert. Woahhhhhh~ LOL. Erm.. Idk what to say. & I Still Miss E So Damn Freaking Much. What Am I Suppose To Do So That He Could Actually Not In My Mind Anymore. Not anymore. But how? & what am i suppose to do ? I Just Can't Stop Thinking about him. & Does He Rmbers What He Send To Me On Our 9th Anniversary ? (the sms) If he can't do what he say, what for still give me promises in the first place? & E KNOWS GREATLY HOW I HATES PPL GIVING ME EMPTY PROMISES. BUT HE'S SOMEONE THAT DID THE SAME TO ME. & HE'S SOMEONE I HATES & LOVES NOW. CONTRADICTING. & this love is going so crazy & confusing nowz. & Yea, I'm wavering. Cuz There's Too Much Disturbance From Ppl Around Me. & I can't afford to love anyone nowz. |
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