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27th Day w/o you. I doubt about everything...
Monday, March 1, 2010. 8:56 PM
Hehaho! :bWell.... Saturday , i decided to see them play instead of playing & instead of going to sleep, when i actually felt quite sleepy lar huh. But intheend mama asked me helped her play, like helped see the cards! She play two sides. So yea. & i'm sooo lucky, she said that if got double i take half the money go & if got triple, i take 10 bucks . So i was like WOW, cuz for sure i earn money. Keke. Played till sunday's morning 8am. & i was like buey tong. lol! & I earned a sixty dollars just like that! WHEEEE! So slept till three plus ystd. Then wakeup > Bathe-d > Down to ahma house with papa & mama > Had dinner tgt > POKER time again! Woohoo~ Win like , 3dollars intheend. Better than lose money righttt! HAHA. Today, chemistry paper. & i must say, i'm proud of myself! Cuz questions that lastime idk how to do, now i'm able to do! Thou i may make mistakes , but well.. Atleast i tried my very best to study ^^ *applause* LOL! Had dk what attire check ! Damn stupid. I unfolded my skirt, clip up my fringe , = Totally nerd. Hehhhh. After sku, intends to have a girls talk but well.. None really make their speech & some girls need go back choir so yea. Me char ale went to SSC eat then. Edwin came. Then 4c slacked slacked lo. & around 7plus went home with ale! ^^ Thankssssz sista! For accompanying me go back to sku to go toilet. Ahaaaa. Me so poor thing right, want go toilet also nobody wanna pei me. Sobs T^T So have to find sista pei me! :b I'm really speechless about him alr. Halfway givingup , am i ? =/ I doubt myself now. & I doubt, everything we had for that past nine months. I doubt, whether am i with someone who said he love me , actually he's not. I doubt is he just finding someone to accompany him for that nine months cuz someone better hasn't pop out. I doubt, every word he said to me lastime. I doubt, am i with him for that 9months , is like nothing ? & now landing myself in a state of helpless ? I doubt... Doubt about him when he said : Iloveyou, Doubt about when he cared for me is it real lastime, Doubt about when he said he trusted me, Doubt about does he even have those feelings for me in the first place? I really doubt about everything that had happened. It's like... I'm with someone for that 9months & he's like lying to me all along. I'm wondering now, how much more things had he kept from me? Doubt about, did he ever treat me like one girlf ever before? Doubt about is everything he do & say to me are all lies & fake-ness? You made me feels like, i'm with someone who don't ever love me at all & are lying & using me all along. You're the one that can only makes me forgets about S. No matter how others makes me fall for them , i can't forgets S. But you got that special "power" , that had me makes forgets S completely. & fell in love with you deeply & truely. But what am i getting back nowz? Are only hurts, lies , & a broken love... ? Thatz all peepos! I'mma lazy to upload photos again arh. Tml tml ! Sure post it up , peeps! Tataz! Byezzz! 对他唯一遗憾, 是分手那天. 我奔腾的眼泪都停不下来, 若那一刻重来 ; 我不哭让他知道我可以很好. 我好爱他..... 该怎么去爱..? |
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