Hehaho.
 JieHui , BSS. "I just wanna be carefree". & Friends are my priority.▲ Just words,
Xtras,
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Goodbye. I still love you, xoxo.
Tuesday, February 2, 2010. 5:25 PM
So what am i suppose to do when you're not part of my life anymore?I hates today , seriously hates it. Firstime ever , i cried so hard for somebody. Firstime ever, i cried till so fugly infront of ppl , esp meatball. & yea, I think you won't ever read my blog again , would you? You didn't even explain clearly to me, till now idk what's the reason for it youknow. Ystd till today morning we're still ok, idk why when we got back to classroom, you changed. I think the main thing is you love me no more, aren't you? You saw me crying yet you're still laughing away or dk what with classmates, and you don't looks a single bit of guilty nor do you seems hurts.& It's hurts me, yes it is. You aren't lessen-ing any bits of hurt, cuz you hurts me the deepest alr. I don't find it benefit for me when we're totally over. I felt like i'm a fool. Cuz you made me feels that in these nine months, you love me not a bit. Thanks to those who showed concern. Esp sista lim & meatball. Thanks for accompanying me wherever i wanted to go and asked you to accompany. & thanks you for these nine months of memories yea? Thou now everything can only becomes memories, but i'm still thankful to know you , maybe. Wtfuxk am i writing now, i'm thinking to myself. I can't stop my tears from falling down. Even when i'm just walking, even when i'm just waiting for bus, even when i'd ppl to sms and accompany , even when i'm sitting inside the bus with lots of strangers , even when i'm laughing while hearing jokes from friends , even when i'm having lessons , even when i'm doing my work , even when i'm going to the toilet, & even when i'm thinking of you. & the worst is , when i'm facing you . How can you be sooo cruel D: I think whatever i said is meaningless alr, cuz i know you won't be back & you won't patch after breaking. Perhaps you fall for another person , perhaps you really had no feelings for me , perhaps........................................... Yesterday we are lovers, today we are over , tomorrow we are strangers. Sighhh, and everyday i'm gonna face you inside the class. How am i suppose to hide my feelings and stuffs now ? D: Should i go sku tml ? >: Youknow what, i really still do loves you. I'll still wear our ring till i'd totally given up on you. )': |
Friends:)
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