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Hehaho.
JieHui , BSS. "I just wanna be carefree". & Friends are my priority.▲ Just words,
Xtras,
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6th Day w/o you. I'm contented enuff to see you happy.
Monday, February 8, 2010. 10:06 PM
Hi peopleszxc.Well, there's alot laughing today with meatball! She really can makes your day, i swear. I'm glad i know her lastyear when we're in the same class. Thou we'll have some bickering at times, but she's a greatfriend, yea she is :) & we laugh like mad bcuz i was singing , "whatcha you say..." in class, & she heard that i'm singing , "phua chiu cheng..." ! Damn her. & we laughs again after sku cuz one cleaner in our sku, he just seems like he can't stop sweeping you know. He came into the DM & DC room clean around 10times youknow! Lol. & S. so gonna get it from me tml! He dua me, yes he did! He promise to go back home with me! Yet he just end our sms with, "i going out le. Don't reply". Damn it! So how am i suppose to meet him & go back home? Pfftt.. I'm sooo happy today, cuz meatball makes my day & i gets to laugh alot. Most imptly, i saw him laughing like so happy at bball court! & he's lying on the floor of the bball court youknow. & i just peeps at him, cuz he didnt notice until he situp straight i quickly turn away & look else where! I know it sound so sick & silly , cuz i peep at him , looking he's happy & i'm at there smiling like an idiot._. Thou today there's three things upset me. First was, he didn't turn up for sku. He give sku a miss again, thou he pickups my morn' call & i simply kup it. Cuz idk what to say either so i just kup it. Haiss.. & another thing is i asked SOMEONE about him. Just so heartache that i tear alil bit & i holds it back again. Lastly, is i saw him & her like so close youknow. Idw to elaborate what i saw either. It just so painful & hurtful to see the one you love with someone else he love gets so close tgt, & the one he love isn't you. When you used to be his everything, but now you're just nothing to him . & you two are just merely friends, or rather STRANGERS. That's the worst thing. He said we'll be friends, but from what i see, he has no intention of becoming friends at all, and he seems like he'll ignore me for the rest of his life. How hurts. Heartache again. I told myself i'm not gonna be a nuisance to him, thus i'm not gonna talks to him unless necessary. Noone nor nothing can bring me down. Yea , nothing will. No matter what ppl say, it won't affects me & won't affect the love i've had for him . I'm still gonna wait silly-ly for him, thou i knows, the chance of me & him back tgt again is like 10% out of 100% yea. "I'm contented enuff to see you happy" I know i'll keep repeat this & it sounds so damn irritating, but this is what i can only says. Wait happily for him to return, & it's impossible i know. Love is blind ; Love makes a person do things silly-ly for the other half. |
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