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JieHui , BSS. "I just wanna be carefree". & Friends are my priority.▲ Just words,
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Cause you don't even know what's on my mind .__.
Wednesday, March 25, 2009. 10:31 PM
Wellloooooooooooooooo:)Today suppose to be a happy one. But , parents simply are always the one who spoil my happy mood. Let's talk about today first , & then things about whats going on. ==' Went sku today luh , lessons going on. & have my recess w/ the 3N1 girls . Hahahaaaa! Then lessons luh , after sku went to had lunch at Rasa Sayang w/ Ahmanda , Companion , Laogong , TY & Evanganline. [: Then Joanna & co. came. All of combine tgt , & chit-chatted at there. For idk how long? hahahaa. Yeahs , yellow wello dirty jokes again. Muahahhaaa! & talk about some parts of the chalet , in march hols de. Lol. Then chit-chatted , Susanna came too. & Me & Laogong's butt are getting pain & wanna lean on smthaye , plus imma feeling very sick inside there , like uncomfortable. Lols. Then went to fitness corner there. Before that we waited for TY & E , cause they're behind us? Then saw banglaaaa Andreww. hahaas , toopid lar XD Then bought ice-cream tgt w/ susanna. heh heh. Was feeling rather headache inside rasa sayang , but when i have had my ice-cream all pains goes away! heeeeeees. Ice-cream makes me happy , & feeling no troubles [: Then susanna and me wanna have a second one , hahas! This time ahmanda , Companion & Laogong eat too! & susanna treat us eat. ThankYous! ^^ *Yummy* lol. Then started raining , lol . TY & E went in sku , and Companion said no need wait for them uh ? So we go our on way luh. Went to block one for shelter. BUT! It's hottt. Saw Ms Tang. hahaa! & yeah , smsed "Sista" & EC. Ahmanda was like funney ? XD Then we went to Mac , cause really cant tahan the hot-ness. Lol! Then sitting there , chit-chatted again. & Imma feeling like sleeping. Lol! Then TY came fetch Companion home , Sweet yeah ? XD Then continue talking.. Then susanna needed to go home , but suddenly Laogong said wanna buy french fries , then she change very fast , sitted down & say oksoks! hahaha XD Funney her. So she stayed w/ us still . Had one medium & large packet of fries , plus medium size milo :D We four shared. hehehehe! XD Then waited for Dearest , as she went bishan & dk where w/ JX nuerh. hahas! Then she came le , we decided to go home. Imma the one who laughs like a super madwoman cansxz! Rawr , as if the mrt was my house like that! Heh heh :DDDD Happy is good for health. Readers , did you ever heard that laughing cansxz help you slim down? hahahs! XD & suddenly E. called me and asked where am i , and then we meet lor? haahhaaaa. Then we had to tap our card out [waste money] , then went Mac wait for E. Gawddd , "sista" coming ltr than E. Lols. Then was like waiting until like forever , they than come luh. hahahas! Kayy , E. & rap came. O.O suddenly pop out one rap. hahas! Then was like very quiet luh , lol! Then rap leave , "sista" came! Lols. Then till 7pm , we was deciding to go home , so walk walk walk. Then......... blahblahblah.... Then till 7plus then take bus home. Kayyy , all at PP alight bus lor , win liao. I alone go home. HAHAHAHAHA! wave to E. buhbye when they get down alr. Heh heh. & mother called me , asking where am i , why haven't come home. Tot father havent come home , so try to get home as fast as i could. & thinks mother go tell father i havent go home yet??? Then father called right after that. He just scream & shout thru the phone , kay i know he's super angry. I nbr hear him shout like crazy before like this. Then went home , father haven't even come home lor? Zzzzzzzzzzz , he around 9plus going ten then reached. F. & now , nothing happened yet. But what i wanna say was, i wont be the guai guai girl you all expected , cause that wasnt me , & do you think i'll be happy if i be what you expected? Ofcourse you'll be happy , cause i'll turn into a guai guai girl you want. But sad case was , I WONT. & yes , better not force me to run away from home , dont even thinks that imma not dare. I cansxz do anything as long im happy with it. Welllll , if you wanna change locks , its up to you , father. Youu nbr even go and thinks ; If you change lock , wont you be granting me not to go home? Is this what you wants in the end? & yeah , you two keep saying what am i trying to do , well . It's me really dont know what are you expecting me to be? All i need is luvsxz , cares , concern , and most imptly is FREEDOM. You said you had given me alot , yeah compare to MANY was that even called freedom? Even those friends of mine who cant go out often , & only go out a few time for many months , but they cansxz go till late nights. What about me? Go out , & be home by six? gawdd , what a laughingstock is that ? Dont even say ppl will laughs at me , even i myself find it funney too. & yeah , i know i cant blame you two , cause i know you cares for my safety & all. But pl-easee dont push me to the end , & pull me till so tight. Im suffocating. It's like , the more you ask me to gets home early , & Obviously i dont likes it , i sure go home later than the time you expected what ? & why can LY baobei & LA baobei goes home so late , when LY baobei was the age of mine? & as you know , her father even stricter than you , more mad like you , when scolding ppl , & yet he gives her the freedom she wanted. What about you ? Yes , father imma referring to you. Murmmie too. Do you know you two are really driving me crazy ? Sometimes idk why imma so reluctant to go home , & dont feel like going home. It's like a hotel for me like that , go home eat sleep laptop. I dont feel any family thing yeah? Just whats going on ? Cant i have alil more freedom like going home late ? Is going home late that means you'll turn bad? It's total ridiculous. You said not to compare w/ others or to compare w/ friends , & YET you keep using cousins, Like biao ge & and say that they even worse than us , cant even go to house downstairs to buy a single thing? & PLEASE LOR , THAT'S ALREADY IN THE PAST LIAO RIGHT ? IF WANNA COMPARE , WHY NOT YOU COMPARE WITH THE PEOPLE RIGHT NOW , ONLY NERDS & WHATEVER GOES HOME THAT SUPER EARLY. FXUK. Whatever , i rant what i wanna to. It's pretty fine if you wants me to get home by 3pm. But i'll never be happy like what i am right now, i cansxz guarantee you. & i simply hates the way you two control us. Everything's ridiculous. Talks w/o thinking. I hates it. Buhbye! Ending here. FUCKING PEKCHEK , & SAD RIGHT NOW. NABEI. |
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